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Crisis of faith, between the craziness of Meher Baba and Michel Onfray.

AGHH!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! I'm so fucking stupid! Always do the same! Always! They say humans are the only animals that fall twice in the same stone... well I've fallen thousands! arghhh Jose it's all about the timing! ALL ABOUT THE FUCKING TIMING! I need fucking patience! aghhh! Shit! BUT THIS HAS BEEN THE LAST TIME! I'm finally going to learn, I've lost so much because of this... that I have to learn! STUPID JOSE, FUCKING STUPID, NOW GIMME SOMETHIN TO BREAK!

Mind's toy

There you are, alone with your fears. Fear to live, fear to die, fear to love, fear to fail. And it's just you and your mind, yeah, that bitch is always there. Stop being her slut, free from her and let it flow. Every thought is a wave, it comes, crushes and goes away. Don't go in too deep, you could drawn. Stare at it, marvel at the bittersweet irony that's being shown to you, live together, die alone.
And what about butterflies ? Well, I'll explain that in another photo.