It's a fact, with her the sky is brighter, I see it every time I cross the bridge back from her lips, spread my arms as wings and let the bike carry my soul while I appreciate every detail, wind caresses my forehead, the random playlist plays "Gimme Shelter", there's no evil, there's no wrong, even the damned show me their good essence, admitting that once they also were childs of the stars. Clouds observe me. There he goes, he knows, they say. The connection, the natural flow, the main purpose of this living, I know, I like, and yeh, she knows, she knows... we know (Oh and if anyone apart from my father follows/ed this blog, sorry for not writing in a while, I'm in love, and well, what else to say? she knows)
Soy atemporal! Un impulso de rabia latente que quiere explotar como mil cohetes recien liberados, todo fluye, fluye furioso, velocidad endiablada confunde las cosas, viento, fuego, mareas, todo gira a mi alrededor, vertigo, nauseas, LIBERTAD! joder, puta libertad, haz lo que quieras, vamos! Explota, canta muy alto, abre las alas y dejate llevar! grita, rie, besa, muerde, ama, llora, rompe algo, vomita y sigue corriendo, salta y no pares, aprovecha la tregua que te concede la parca, riete de ella, aun no puede cogerte! Aqui te espero puta, hasta que vengas voy a ser la luz del Sol, la cara oculta de la Luna, el delirio de un loco y el sonido de los latidos ocultos tras esa mirada! Coge mi mano querida, bailemos juntos al ritmo de la vida y que no pare la musica! Y tu, puta, deja de esperarme, haz algo util y trae mas vino!
(Estoy en un teclado Dutch y no tiene tildes) Enjoy.
I love airports, once you've crosssed the security control, you are a citizen of nowhere, just a single inhabitant of this wide world, it's so cool to feel that, no borders, no limits. I like sitting and examining all the people, wondering, guessing where are they from, where will they go, what's their life like, their story. Now my flight is late, so got 1 hour to feed my curiosity. I am in the Vip lounge, lying on my couch, examining all these rich people while I take a long slow sip of my little can of coke, yeah that's the other great thing about flying, the little cans of coke, so beautiful and compact, and their taste is much better. There is this special moment when u open it and hear the bubbles sparkling as you pour it in the glass, if u look close u can even see them jumping, trying to escape from the cold translucid walls, doing their last effort to survive your thirst, but only a few can manage, the rest are condemned by your pursuit of happiness. You taste it, feel that flavour that can only be described as the shout of the youth claiming for freedom in a parade for peace, it goes down your throat to clear it and fill your chest with joy, and then, as a gift, a tear shows up, reminding you how alive your are, finally, your soul takes part into this requiem and exhales a last breath which sounds like Aahh, revealing your true nature to the world for a moment, invincible, a child of the stars. Orgasmic.Damn, coca-cola should pay me for this free advertising! Anyways, let's get back to the point and leave apart my coke adiction. Ok so here I was, in this Vip lounge, examining all this people, all the businessmen going from one side to another, tied to their cellphones and suitcases, getting some and then more whiskey, they look anxious for keeping alive a body whose soul is dying, freaks of capitalism, workaholics. (maybe I invented this last word but sounds cool to me). And then there is this old posh spanish woman in front of me, as I came she gave me a look like saying, you don't belong here hobo, go back to your dungeon, so I thought, ok, common old cold biatch that sucks money from everyone around, but now she's speaking with her cellphone in chinese and , her expressions are so nice and friendly, she looks so human..., she took her disguise off during that conversation. Nice move lady, now I regret having prejudged you, but in my defense I'll say that you started it. There's not many more to say about this lounge, next time I'll wait in the common areas, where there's more going on, all these little kids running from one side to another, with their moms chasing after them yelling in every possible language, this old couple who keeps discovering life, bonded and guided by a fire that still burns like hell, and all those other interesting stories.
Strange post huh? I know my narration sucks, sorry about that, but my brain is complicated, and I don't have that much time for this, well I do, but procastination wins.
Cuando el corazón habla el cerebro calla, y así se fué, lejos, muy lejos.
Nuevas gentes y culturas abrieron su mente. El camino le iba revelando lugares utópicos, se estremeció al sentir la caricia de las lágrimas del cielo, inhaló el embriagador aroma de la tierra mojada y siguió, se sentía inmortal, imparable, hasta que vió como la naturaleza agonizaba silenciosa. Colosos de metal que llegaban como verdugos eran a su vez ajusticiados por otros más productivos para un sistema que no podía parar de crecer. Comprendió que era el fin de su planeta, que no había marcha atrás, y esa fué su puesta de sol más dolorosa. Fué entonces cuando le invadió la tristeza más profunda, esa melancolía que quita hasta las ganas de llorar. Días difíciles, perdió rumbo y sentido, crisis de fe, miró a la muerte e intentó comprenderla, confuso en un mar de dudas no sabía a dónde ir, ni por qué, y lo peor... ni para qué. Quería volver, echaba de menos la bruma del bienestar que nublaba su juicio y no le dejaba ver más allá de la superficie de las cosas, su realidad edulcorada.
Perdido en su noche más oscura aprendió una lección, no estaba solo, sus compañeros de viaje eran presos de las mismas dudas y temores, todo ello era un paso necesario en el camino a su aprendizaje. Y así, juntos siguieron adelante, volvió ese sentimiento, se iban a comer el mundo, nada ni nadie podría pararlos, y alzó de nuevo el vuelo. Estaba listo para volver.
Al llegar encontró que todo parecía seguir igual. Si bien, ahora sabía apreciar ese extraño encanto que flotaba en el aire. El pájaro azul del que hablaba Bukowski salió de su jaula.
Ahora era libre.
Un viaje de mil millas comienza con el primer paso. Lao-tsé.
Expongo en Avenida América 25, del 5 al 30 de Enero, más información en http://www.fundacionprogresoycultura.es/
Wanna create magic? Read and follow carefully. You in your car + unlightened country road + night + your car's headlights revealing the route step by step + a bit of rain + Portishead's "Dummy" on the speakers ("Roads" would be the best choice for this trick). Now that's it, let it happen, your state of mind goes into the deepest calm and peace. Melancholy arouses, Moon witnesses. Love it or hate it.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! I'm so fucking stupid! Always do the same! Always! They say humans are the only animals that fall twice in the same stone... well I've fallen thousands! arghhh Jose it's all about the timing! ALL ABOUT THE FUCKING TIMING! I need fucking patience! aghhh! Shit! BUT THIS HAS BEEN THE LAST TIME! I'm finally going to learn, I've lost so much because of this... that I have to learn! STUPID JOSE, FUCKING STUPID, NOW GIMME SOMETHIN TO BREAK!
There you are, alone with your fears. Fear to live, fear to die, fear to love, fear to fail. And it's just you and your mind, yeah, that bitch is always there. Stop being her slut, free from her and let it flow. Every thought is a wave, it comes, crushes and goes away. Don't go in too deep, you could drawn. Stare at it, marvel at the bittersweet irony that's being shown to you, live together, die alone. And what about butterflies ? Well, I'll explain that in another photo.
Dare to be you. Stop playing Simon says, fuck Simon. They want you to be THIS way, but, do you? Well in one hand it's a good way to skip the discriminating looks and melt into the mass. Yeah, that grey pack that's always looking for traitors to its way of life so as to point them and backbite. But in the other, going that way may kill your true nature. Time to choose, that's what life's all about, head or tails. Recommended choice: Fuck Simon and fuck the sheeps. Getting rid of your baggy teared trousers won't make you mellow, having the guts to be you, will. Hint: Keep those pants for the next Wolfmother concert!
You talk about us as that callow youth, rookies whose mind is just about getting wild, any excuse is valid to keep us away, you fear us, we want the whole pie and you know it, that's why you don't even dare to give us a slice, but it's unavoidable. Neither nothing nor no one can stop us, we are pure energy to be unleashed, the heirs of the world, those who chase the sky in every breath, those who never say never, because infinite is just another number and there's no roof but the stars.
You'll see what I'm talking about... Hell yeah you will!
Left behind, pushed aside, no one cares, they just remain, being, whising. Then it happens, the saviour comes, gentle soul that picks it up from the cold concrete and brings back it's life. Everyone needs to be saved some time, and this place is full of saviours so smile and don't forget to recycle!. Haha, I'm so fucking proud of this photo!
Tired of playing, there's no space for fair-play, now i'll just look from the bleachers, or maybe I don't even show at the game, it's full or retards and plain people. Yeah that would be great, fuck off everything and everyone, get the board and kiss the snow. I prefer keeping it real on my own than sheeping around with the pack. Sometimes that's the deal, you have to do nothing, just stand still, getting old and rusty until your true nature is unveiled. Maybe I'm drunk and you don't get the point, but it makes sense to me, I want a perfect soul.
Yes! you! the one who does not dare to! U got the chance to touch the sky and u aren't even gonna try? what the fuck! are u nuts ? No no no no no no, now, really, let's think about it again... In one side, you can have the stars, cause that's what u see in her eyes when she stares at you, and you can have the sunshine, cause that's what you feel inside your chest when she talks to you, and in the other side... You have nothing to loose! well, just hope, but hope is an illusion. Yeah, well we know it's a good one, when u go to sleep and dream awake, picture her with you, both together, laughing in a park, kissing underneath the rain... but now imagine that could be real! wouldn't it be just perfect? So, please, ask her out!
That place in which you feel so safe you never wanna leave. When you open your mind you extend that area all over and end up learning what you already knew when you were born, home is everywhere you want it to be. Is it clear? Ok, let's party hard.
